a new life

yeeey! here i am! akhirnya selesai juga aku sekolah selama 12 tahun bahkan mungkin lebih dari 12 tahun. dari playgroup, tk, sd, smp dan akhirnya sma. tapi sekarang semuanya udah berakhir dengan "cukup" indah :)

entah kenapa aku ngerasa aku baru akan benar-benar menjalani yang namanya "KEHIDUPAN". semenjak hari itu aku mulai ngerasa betapa beratnya menjalani hidup. mulai ngerasa yang namanya susah tidur, bahkan saat nyoba buat mejamin mata aja selalu ada hal-hal aneh yang ngelintas dipikiran. tapi kali ini apa yang aku rasain itu lebih dari "galau" yang biasa aku rasain. kali ini aku ngerasa galau, bimbang, sedih, takut, bimbang semuanya jadi satu. 

hal yang paling sering muncul dipikiran aku sekarang cuma 1 yaitu gimana caranya untuk ngebahagiain mama papa yang selama ini udah susah payah ngebesarin aku, menuhin semua yang aku butuhin, ngasih semua yang aku pengenin tanpa aku minta. mungkin aku sering bikin mereka tersenyum tapi aku tau senyuman itu belum berarti apa-apa tanpa keberhasilan aku. aku pengen ngukir sebuah senyuman diwajah mereka dengan cara yang berbeda yang bahkan mungkin bakal jatuhin aair mata mereka. tapi kali ini bukan air mata kesedihan atau kekecewaan melainkan airmata kebahagiaan yang sempurna :')

dan sekarang aku hanya bisa ngelakuin 3B "Berusaha, Berdoa dan Berharap" . berusaha buat mewujudkan semua mimpiku, berdoa agar mendapatkan hasil yang terbaik dan pastinya berharap agar semua mimpi itu menjadi NYATA. aku hanya ingin kebahagiaan yang sangat sederhana yaitu kebahagiaan orang tua ku.

menghabiskan liburan bersama sahabat :)

Kuching with my big family :)

menghabiskan waktu liburan bersama sahabat itu....... "eh" banget :3

dan di bawah ini foto aku sama Anis waktu nunggu bis dan paa rombongan dateng ..

di bis, on the way Kuchingggg!!! libur telah tiba ~

naaaaah ini dia foto favorit aku sama Anis wkwk :p

yang satu ini juga salah satu foto favorit sih sebenernya..

Liburan sama sahabat itu salah satu impian aku sejak kecil, gak tau kenapa pengen aja ngerasain jalan sama sahabat. setelah ini sih pengen ngerencanain liburan rame-rame sama yang lain. mungkin kedengeran nya agak "mustahil" tapi sekarang aku yakin dan percaya "sebuah mimpi itu akan menjadi nyata saat kita meyakini nya akan terjadi" :)

:')

Akan ada saatnya dimana kita harus merelakan orang-orang disekitar kita pergi. Mungkin pergi untuk sementara waktu, atau mungkin pergi tetapi tidak ada satu pun yang tau kapan ia akan kembali. Tidak ada perpisahan yang tidak menyisakan luka, bahkan setiap perpisahan selalu di iringi dengan air mata. Sedih, adalah saat dimana kita harus kehilangan mereka, mereka yang selama ini ada disamping kita, mereka yang selama ini sealu menjadi penyemangat didalam hidup kita, mereka yang selama ini selalu menjadi tempat kita mengadu. 

Namun terkadang, perpisahan itu ada bukan untuk membuat kita terluka. Terkadang perpisahan itu ada untuk mengajari kita untuk menjadi seseorang yang tegar menghadapi segala sesuatu yang terjadi. Perpisahan mengajarkan kita betapa berharga nya suatu kebersamaan, perpisahan mengajarkan kita betapa berarti nya sebuah kerinduan dan perpisahan mengajarkan kita bagaimana menghargai setiap saat bersama orang yang kita sayangi. 

Kita akan menyadari betapa berharga nya suatu kebersamaan saat kita jauh bahkan kehilangan mereka yang selama ini ada di samping kita. Suatu saat nanti perpisahan itu pasti terjadi, hanya saja tidak ada satu orang pun yang tau kapan semua cerita indah ini akan berakhir. Disetiap ada pertemuan disitu pula ada perpisahan.. bagaimana pun perpisahan itu, perpisahan tetaplah perpisahan yang akan menyisakan kesedihan saat kita mengenangnya, akan menyisakan kerinduan yang amat dalam dan saat itu pula kita tersadar bahwa kita tidak akan pernah bisa kembali ke masa lalu..

About Me :)

Winny Rose Indah Gayatri Putri, biasa dipanggil Winny, Rose atau Oce bahkan mempunyai nama panggilan baru yg unik dan cukup unyu yaitu "Winay" :) lahir di Ponorogo, 9 Februari 1996. Mempunyai hobi yang aneh yaitu menghayal dan menggalau. Paling suka warna ungu dan sampai sekarang masih menyukai Barbie dan Winnie the pooh. Anak pertama dari 2 bersauda. Mempunyai 1 orang adik yang masih berumur 1 tahun 10 bulan. Cewek labil yang masih bingung mencari arti seorang sahabat didalam kehidupan, tapi yang aku tau aku punya teman-teman di sekelilingku yang selalu membuat aku tersenyum menjalani hari demi hari. Sampai saat ini masih berstatus siswi di SMA Negeri 1 Pontianak dan duduk dibangku kelas XII Ipa 3 bersama Khoirunnisa Safitri, seseorang yang sangat berharga bagiku :) . Mempunyai banyak mimpi dan mempunyai tekad untuk mewujudkan mimpi-mimpi itu, ingin mengobati mereka yang sakit, ingin merancang sendiri gaun pernikahan suatu saat nanti. Dan pastinya ingin membuat orang tuaku bangga :) tidak mempunyai sesuatu yang bisa di banggakan, tetapi selalu berusaha melakukan semua hal dengan penuh cinta hihi

Misunderstanding

One day at the mall, there are a boy and a girl walk and laugh together. Not long after that, a other girl approaches them. Suddenly, she slaps the boy.

Marco      : Rana ??

Rana         : I think all that I heard about you is not true, but now I get the proof

Marco      : What is proof Rana ?

Rana         : (crying)

Marco      : Rana, please tell me ..

Rana         : I hear you have a new girlfriend. I try to believe in you. Sometimes I feel sad and guilty to you because  I was listen to them

Marco      : Who ? This girl ? Rana listen to me, please

Rana         : Enough, I don’t want to hear anything. I really hate you

Marco      : She is my cousin

Rana         : Cousin ? Huh ?

Marco      : Believe to me. I am honest to you

Rana         : Sorry Marco, I cant’t believe it. I am tired with boys like you. You and them is same. Always have a reason for the action that clearly happen in front of my eyes. I am tired. You make me almost mad.

Not long after that, there is a old woman come. She is Marco’s mother.

Mrs Reni  : Rana, Marco is right. This girl is Marco’s cousin from Australia. Her name is Cifa

Cifa           : Sorry Rana, sorry Marco. I don’t know anything. I don’t talk because I am scared if I will worsen situation

Mrs Reni  : The come with me. It may be my mistake. I go to the toilet, and that is make you be misunderstanding

Rana         : (bowed) Sorry everybody, I make a noise. I am so ashamed

Marco      : It’s okay Rana. I am also wrong because don’t tell you before

Rana         : But I’ve slapped you, Marco. That should hurt

Marco      : Yeah, it is so hurt (smile)

Rana         : Sorry

Marco      : No problem, Rana. I know why you do this

Rana         : I love you

Marco      : I love you too, really love you. I never will to do this for you. Because only you in my heart (Marco hug Rana)

Rana         : Yeah, me too. I never want to lost you

Everybody is smile J

believe me, i will come back for you

One day there lived a boy named Julio. He was a student in senior high. He was a handsome boy and he was a basketball player in his school. Since in senior high, there was a girl that can make Julio fall in love named Kesya.

            Everyday Julio always put a  red rose on Kesya’s desk, he also sent a poem for Kesya. But, Kesya didn’t gave him any respon. Everyday, every hour, every minute, every time, he  always think about her but Kesya never think about him.

            Time goes very fast, 3 years later they have finished their school. While school farewell party, Julio dared to express his feelings on Kesya in front of their friends.            “Kesya, I’ve been keep this feeling fo a long time. And now i want to ask something to you. ” Said Julio Julio

            “About what?”

            “Would you be mine?” Ask Julio

            Kesya confused. But finally she answered the question.

            “I’m so sorry Julio, i can’t answer it now”

            “Why?”

            “i will continue my study in AS. I will give you the answer when i come back here”

            “When will you come back? How long will i be waiting you?”

            “Believe me Julio, I will come back for you”

            “Ya, I will be right here waiting for you”

Julio decided to wait Kesya. Although he did’t know how long he should wait Kesya. And two years passed, Kesya has returned from USA. After returned, Kesya decided to find Julio.

When arrived at Julio’s house, there is a girl who opened the door. She was invited Kesya in and they talked in the living room.

            “Do you want to meet with anyone?”

            “Em.. I look for Julio. Is Julio at home?”

            “Julio? Are you Julio’s friend?”

            “Ya, I’m Kesya. Julio is my friend when I’m in senior high”

            “I have heard all about you from Julio”

            “Oh ya? Where’s Julio?”

            “Julio is not at home now. Maybe you can come back here tomorrow?”

            “I think that’s a good idea. I will come back tomorrow.”

            After that Kesya decided to go home. The next day, Kesya came to Julio’s house at night. But Julio’s house look crowded ad look like there was a party there. Finally Kesya entered the house, but Kesya’s bag fall when she saw Julio pu a ring to a woman who met with her yesterday. All people in the house was suprised to see Kesya, especially Julio.

            “Kesya?” Julio suprised

            Julio ran to Kesya. Kesya only quiet to see Julio.

            “When you return from USA?”

            “Yesterday. Yesterday I came to your house, but you are not at home that time”

            “oh, yesterday i went to Mall to buy something”

            “Julio.. How can all this happened?”

            “Forgive me Kesya, I think you will not come back”

            “Didn’t I promise to come back? Why don’t you believe me Julio?”

            “Forgive me Kesya, i can’t do anything”

            “Ya.. I know it’s hard to trust someone who had never gives you a chance. And when I come back for you, apparently it’s too late”

            “It’s my fault..”

            “It’s not your fault Julio. Now, I just want to see you happy with someone who can give you a perfect love. I’m happy if you are happy, Julio.”

            Finally Kesya crying and at the same time Julio hugged her tightly

            “You deserve happiness, but probably I’m not a man who can make you happy, Key. There’s a man who deserve to be on your side. Thanks for everything Kesya, I will always love you, although with different way ”

            After that Kesya ran to her car. Kesya cried and she didn’t know what to do. Julio has been engaged to someone else. And how about Kesya? Yap, since the Kesya should learn to forget Julio and also her love for Julio.

Expression Dialogue

By : Adhe Rizky Anugerah, Khoirunnisa Safitri, Elma Septiani and Winny Rose Indah G.P

This week is the mid-test week. So, the students are very busy to prepare it. The first test is chemistry. Anis, Elma and Winny discuss about it.

Anis : Damn! The chemistry test was very difficult! But, thanks God, I could do it all.
Winny : (crying) I couldn't do it. How poor I am :(
Elma : That's right! It was extremely difficult. I studied hard last night. But, aaaaaargh!! It's killing me!
Winny : I thought, Adhe had no problem with the test.
Anis : What if we ask him to teach us after school? Elma, please ask to Adhe. :)
(Elma walking toward Adhe)
Elma : Adhe, can you help us about the Chemistry?
Adhe : Okay! When do you have time?
Anis : How about after school?
Adhe : Err.. Okay. But, I only have time till 3 o'clock.
Winny : Okay, never mind. How kind you are!

The time passed by. And now is 2.30 pm.

Adhe : Sorry guys, I must leave you earlier. Errr.... Ouuuch! I'm very dizzy. I got a headache.
Anis : Okay no problem, thanks a lot Adhe!
Elma : I can't tell you how relieved I am. I can chemistry now! (happy)
Winny : Yeaah! I think the chemistry isn't difficult as I thought before.

The next day, Adhe don't attend at school.

Winny : Do you see Adhe, guys?
Elma : No. Wait, wait... maybe Adhe is sick. Because he had a headache yesterday.
Anis : Why don't we see him?
Winny & Elma : That's a good idea!

In the afternoon after school. Winny, Anis and Elma go to visit Adhe.

Anis : How's life, dhe?
Adhe : Not good enough. I got anemia :(
Winny : Really? How can?
Adhe : The doctor said that I'm too tired.
Elma : You have to take a rest at home.
Adhe : Yeah, I must be like that. But I don't want to miss the lessons
Winny : But you must take a rest, Adhe Rizky Anugerah!!!
Adhe : That's all right. I'm getting better now, because you are visiting me, my bestfriends :)
W-A-E : Oooooouuuuuu :"> Hahaha! Well, we think you need a lot of rest. We will leave now.. God will soon Adhe
Adhe : Okay, thank you then..

After that Winny, Anis and Elma back to their home.